Wednesday 29 February 2012

Excerpts - Time, Gentlemen

A wireless operator sought respite from the wider machine. He dwelt on the static between unfriendly voices to loose his thought on un-glimpsed moments far above earth, where white hot shells decelerated towards apogees of inaction, and by quirk of angle and rate flew briefly beside Vs of geese. Or maybe punctured the cloud line, recalling the twitch of surfacing fish to the pilot passing above. Things of programmed intent appearing briefly as things of volition, wild and free.

He couldn't cope outside the war room. He was so use to eavesdropping on enemies that amity elsewhere overwhelmed him. Off shift, outside work, his underused senses struggled to assimilate the sudden mass of benign information that sought him as a target: Those customary loners that mistook him for the evening's listening ear, and read into his uniform whatever missing piece they'd lost. Those young women of departed men, those last living witnesses of another war's woes: Ready confessionals his secrets could never grace. Different types of wounded, wrecking his evening off.

With only the freedom of a town far enough from foe to evade also civilization, he unfailingly found his way to this same pub.

Here the rattle of the gambler, the chinking glasses.

Sometimes the shell would hurtle through a flock at terrific speed, knocking many to earth, so that its parabola could be marked by the dead birds beneath, he imagined.

The passing zip of the school cane, then twisted and deafened they'd be, in the ringing wreckage of the breached target.
His role was to serve a purpose only as it was the dead's to warrant copulation.

Tuesday 28 February 2012

For Ma, Vol I

Don't be sad. Reality flourishes in recession: weeds poking through the un-patched pavement, roots showing through her grown out dye.

Folly hiding lies in hard times, for even the sons of science will return to flock on Sunday - too workless to forge their own why.

Monday 27 February 2012

Excerpts - Arthur's previous women

His university days were spent conducting budget science experiments, using the few suitable apparatus he could scavenge amid the dank bedsit of her: The Uncommunicative Kabbalist.

She was ever hunched in study over some sacred text, keying equations for God's love. Calculator in one hand, post-its in the other. An impregnable curtain of silk hair parting long enough to reveal a face hinting at Creation, but not so long as to reciprocate Arthur's gaze and consent to gaining some primary evidence over on the soggy couch.

Swearing not to pester, Arthur's presence was tolerated - she confined to the divine; he to the divan, which he left now and then to roam the flat in search of ersatz lab equipment to add to his gas hob bunsen burner and steak knife scalpel.

While she, sleepless and thinning, studied the numbers for origins, Arthur cooked and consumed the share she always declined to eat, and generally went about living - as the eight other students in the house did - without thought of hygiene or the future.

He watched as the sieve, bowls, can opener, spatula, tongues, peeler and various other utensils, piled atop a seldom-glimpsed draining board, forsook their independence to form some sort of super gadget - an all-in-one bound by the chance angles of their various prongs, lattices, hinges and teeth, or at least the binding culture of the many and varied molds and fungi that emerged tentacle-like from the festering sink, anchoring the structure in place.

The mathematical quirk of its being was fashioned and maintained by such a huge degree of chance, that it was hard not to believe it owed its existence to some intelligent design, and wasn't just the result of a procession of people unwilling to take responsibility for the mess of it all.

Sunday 26 February 2012

Excerpts - Hamburg

The RAF - acclaimed rhythm section and set designer for one Helga Gerting - initiated their creative partnership during the evening of 23 July 1943; the 11-year-old soprano premiering Lili Marlene to an audience of cowering neighbours during the blockbuster and incendiary bombings of Hamburg - both words latterly used to acclaim her three night stand.

Strictly deconstructionist in form, the RAF's chaotic sorties lent themselves to her brand of interpretive jazz, introduced around midnight when, stirred from sleep, Helga call and responded with St Pauli's intermittent air raid siren, reaching her thick spectacles from the bedside before, seconds later, she was out on the street, her free hand swinging with the beat of falling bombs while the other held tight to her father's.

Tall, strong Georg, head above the crowd, would be ignorant of the ballast his daughter was acquiring below, battling against the drag of each fresh anchor, unthreading the perished to safety like stitches from a wound as Helga stretched out down there among the black trampling chaos. The throng of flailing legs and suitcases of knee level.
She would latch onto wrist, collar, scruffs of necks; encouraging those she rescued to do the same and reach in sympathy to save another and another, so that Georg could only chastise a mercy that might have cost them both dear once the lengthening party finally poured - one long train of held hands - through the narrow doorway of the castle-like Heiligengeistfeld Flakturm IV, an unstiched thread of nearly-trampled souls spilling, gasping for breath, onto the floor of the air raid shelter as the way swung shut behind.

Thursday 23 February 2012

Excerpts - Hamburg

Animals resumed their respective food chains as if by common agreement, settling among the civic features most accommodating their native behaviour.

Walruses heaved their huge mounds of flesh over the jagged remains of bombed out buildings, taking over whole streets and barking their boundaries to those homeowners that dared return and sift these makeshift harems for former possessions.

The pavements were unsafe. Wolf packs gained pace along the city's boulevards, giving chase to elk, whose lumbering understeer propelling the gang's fringes into corner buildings at every t junction and crossroad. Panicked escapes that obliterated unsuspecting news vendors, street artists and shoeshine men, who - safe inside its sound - had mistook their distant rumble for incoming doodlebugs.

Often the elks' wrecking wave met its match: pulverised carcasses wrapped around the immovable, blood dripping down and finding its course in white stone pavements so that letter boxes looked like melting candles, and ram-raided phone booths - animal extremities half jutting out either end - like the modern art of war.

Wednesday 22 February 2012

Excerpts - Zoo

Aquariums weren't ok because, honestly, he should like to watch the torment of panting big cats and polar bears prowling back and forth all day, than have to regard a species unaware of - or at least unable to convey - the knowledge that it was trapped. For, said Austerlitz, a great fear nagged at him, for whatever it might imply, that beside Plank's or Newton's constants it might be as easy to determine - via summation of a species' mean intelligence - the safe distance at which a hand is able to place its pet from the borders of what it otherwise recognises as freedom.